unconventional

2:07 is my favorite time of the day. If you really know me you would know that 2/07 is my birthday. It is 2:07 as I type this. So obviously Im writting this during my favorite part of the day :). A day filled with laundry/ Jason Reeves songs, cleaning online homework etc. etc. If you really know me you would know I LOVE careers. I love trying to find my friends jobs, looking up jobs, and I probally know more about the possibilities of your career then you do! I was looking up adult jobs today (like when I graduate) and I got this weird feeling. This is the end. 22 years of life are planned out for me. Im 20 years down in that. What happens after the next 2? Where do I move? What do I do? Grown up cothes? ugh. But the truth is I dont want that. The truth is I couldnt do it. My mind isnt programed for success in a buisness world. Im not smart enough for most money making careers (nor much intrested) and I really only care about one thing- Making his name famous. How do I do that? Im 20. Where do I start? Theres so many different wonderful ministries, so many wonderful people. Im 20. Im not ready for decisions like this. But my prayer has to change

"Lord send me. Lord equip me.use me. Lord this life is yours in entirety. "

i want to serve others. i want to make his name famous. but even though I am no longer in as much denial about growing up... I still don't like grown up clothes.

So what do I do? im aking HIM to lead me as I comprehend the plans he has for me FAR out way the wildest dreams I have for myself. Im only 20 but i know full well the Lord will provide for me in ABUNDANCE. he always has.

so the journey moves onward...